It is like being pursued by something that wants recognition in order to become real. But as soon as you regard it as your friend or mentor it evaporates back into the aether. It wants your success to be pure, unadulterated by ego. The pursuit of #Spacehaul has forced me disregard nothingness. It has pulled my bodily particles into spaces that don’t usually exist. I have to accept that the burden of knowledge is an illusion and give myself over to the hidden current. It will vanish again but each time a lesson is learned.